Do you ever get a slap in the face when you realize that you are being a big baby over something that you should cherish and respect, and that you are taking for granted? This happened to me this week. Every year, as summer ends, I am ready for the kids and Brian to go back to school, and get back to my schedule, and me time. With our big project in our house this year, Brian and I have spent a lot of time closely working together on the project, and expressing our different views of how things should get done. We don't always agree, and since we do things very differently, sometimes, we get frustrated with each other. The last few weeks, I have not been the nicest person to be around.
Then, on Saturday, Brian did a charity race, and I got online to try to get the results from his race. As I was browsing through all the web pages that came up when I googled the race name, I came across a blog that touched me deeply.
An acquaintance of our was killed one year ago in a plane crash in Guatemala while on a humanitarian mission with the company that he worked for. At first, all I could think of was that it was supposed to be one of our very dear friends on the plane. Then, I realized that the person who went instead was someone that I knew too. I cried for his dear wife and children that were left behind to continue this mortal life without him.
As I was searching for race results, I came across the blog of this wife. Although I have only met her, and don't know her well, she inspired me greatly. She continues on in life, caring for her children, and loving her husband deeply. All the while, looking for the good in life and trying to be positive and happy. Realizing that her Heavenly Father is guiding her life and sending angels to her and her children to help them through the hard times.
It was for her husband and 3 others killed in the plane crash that Brian raced on Saturday.
I realized then that I am taking for granted the most important person in my life. I have not been a loving wife to Brian the last few days. I am being a big baby because he is around too much. Instead, I should cherish every minute that I have with him. Not everyone has that blessing in their life.